Pure Imagination

2012-01-26T22:25:00.003+08:00

珍惜。知足。

所谓的“永恒”对我来说或许只是一种科学家用来概括形容一个让人难以想象，很遥远的以后的一个未来。或许就因为这个时间太遥远了，让我不再相信它的真正存在。世上究竟有什么东西可以是永远的？生命稍纵即逝，感情变幻莫测，建筑物会变陈旧，星星也终究会燃尽陨落，世界也会有末日。太多东西太容易失去了。谁还会相信永远。

失去了过后，心里也同时被挖了一个好大的洞。大得让人真的有些不知所措的洞。

我从来没有想到自己会那么受影响。可是时间越久，心里的那个洞也越来越深。

可是，如果世界没有永远，我们就更必须学习珍惜和知足，这样才能活得更快乐。

我们无法抱着风，可是我们可以珍惜它当下的轻拂。

我不拍摄烟火的照片因为我比较珍惜烟火在我眼前盛开的真实画面。

未来的事太难预测了，所以我要学习珍惜，也要学习知足和感恩。

朋友，家人，男朋友，青春，现在。

感恩能有朋友的陪伴和关心。

感恩能有家人的支持和保护。

感恩能有永铭的照顾和爱。

感恩能有不愁衣食住行的生活。

感恩能有自由和选择。

我是幸福的。不要再愁眉苦脸了。

拥有不代表你会快乐。要懂得珍惜，才会觉得开心和平静。

如果有想念。就让回忆变甜美。

如果有期待。就先学习付出。

2011-11-01T11:21:00.001+08:00

To be a better man!

2011-10-28T04:55:00.001+08:00

Life is simple, why make it so complicated.. :(

2011-10-10T22:53:00.004+08:00

那么多莫名的眼泪。

2011-10-07T14:53:00.002+08:00

一个人的时候就会胡思乱想。

或许真的不堪寂寞。

我真的开始想念你了。

虽然以前总是嫌你好吵。

现在对我来说，这里太安静了。。。

2011-09-21T13:24:00.004+08:00

有股冲动想再看五月天3DNA电影。第一次看因为身体有些不舒服，坐得有点不自在。今天想看因为需要一点力量。

嘿，你在哪里？

2011-09-20T17:44:00.005+08:00

To make you feel my love.

2011-09-04T08:58:00.001+08:00

Megan Nicole. She sounds abit like Justin Bieber.

2011-09-02T00:24:00.001+08:00

Just 3 minutes.

2011-08-28T00:40:00.003+08:00

温柔。倔强。知足。

Just as JZ always say how she's open to different thoughts and beliefs...I realised how important having an open heart and mind is. Accepting and appreciating diversity gives you a much wider horizon, listening and giving respect to differing values and beliefs challenges you and that's when you grow.

Differences may set people apart, but by keeping an open mind, you can learn so much from others. Ohseven was talking about Work and Travel just now at Jason's party.

Feel like travelling. My world is really too small now. :(

2011-08-26T08:56:00.006+08:00

一生最大的勇气，不是舍己为人，不是去爱别人，不是去追求梦想，

而是开始爱自己，接受自己。

一个不完美，却无法摆脱的自己。

我们毫无选择余地地当上了某某某。

开始过着她的人生，完成她的职者和理想。

纵使她的脾气再坏，性格再不可爱，头脑再呆笨，也不能将她置之不理。

我们需要勇气面对能力无法办到的事，

接受自己有时无法融入的世界，

不顾他人的想法去爱似乎总是格格不入的自己。

或许，因为爱自己是一件那么困难的事，人们才会那么渴望有人能看见他们所看不见的美丽。

Valentine's Day

2011-08-25T02:50:00.005+08:00

We don't walk into love, we fall. (:

Remembered watching this movie with ohseven during Chinese New Year a few years back. I rewatched it again today! (Was feeling the urge to watch a light-hearted show) Saccharine sweet movie...a nice treat after a tiring school day for me!

Today's tutorials felt stressful somehow. Usually I have my stats buddies with me, but I realise I only have one common tutorial slot with YM and MJ. Oh man..I miss them. :(

And I'm late again for my first lesson...HOPELESS SERIOUSLY. :( Time to buck up yea!

Last school day of the week! JIAYOU! So looking forward to NIGHT FESTIVAL on Friday! (:

2011-08-23T23:52:00.003+08:00

Time for a change!
Today I'm back to being me! (:
And I'm determined to be less easily irritated!
HAHA.

18 July 2011 - I'm sooo excited about Mayday's 3D Movie! ((:

2011-05-27T18:11:00.003+08:00

My new blogskin looks overly-optimistic. Hope...dreaming is believing...imagination...lolol... =X

And I just couldn't align the main picture nicely, explaining the green patch on the right. LOL. Nvm...not a perfectionist..don really care =P

You're Beautiful. By James Blunt.

2011-05-24T13:42:00.003+08:00

Let everything be a lesson learnt.
Darkness can never extinguish a single flame.
There's still hope, let's all be strong.
We know we have all came so far together.
Don't be afraid.

2011-05-23T14:31:00.002+08:00

人生可以很简单。
知足。常乐。

2011-05-12T23:44:00.000+08:00

我想，我曾说过很多次。
长得越大，自己会越来越讨厌长大后的自己。
是自己变了，还是世界变了，
又或者纯粹是看待周围的事情的态度变了。

责任多了，
累了，
放弃了。
发现自己一点都不像想要变成的自己。
做很多不想要做的事，
说很多不想说的话。

刚动了小手术，
发现自己真是胆小怕死。
看见妈妈就哭，一点点就喊痛。
再看新闻中为了生存而动了肺移植手术的小孩。
真想臭骂自己一顿。
真的。

我不想长大。
但我也不想永远受人保护，
也不能希望有人永远保护我。
我必须长大。我必须勇敢。

2011-04-19T01:12:00.002+08:00

自叹不如。
自欺欺人。
自己反省一下。

2011-04-16T14:01:00.003+08:00

Moody day on a blue blue morning...
The day just didn't start out right...argh.

okay enough of grumbling. Study.

Haha...before that...listen to this song.

so cute.

2011-04-14T10:36:00.003+08:00

Cookies & Cream.
Hugs & Kisses.
Bells & Whistles.
Family & Friends.

I like this new Maybank commercial. Haha.

And huiru, thanks for the nice recommendation. Love Fan fan's new song! (:

Number 2.
The smallest and the first prime number, and the only even one.
A highly composite number, because it has more divisors than the number one.
The only number x such that the sum of the reciprocals of the powers of x equals itself.
The square root of two was the first known irrational number.

(:

2011-04-11T00:03:00.005+08:00

I really think I am super lucky to have all my friends with me. People who stood by me, laughed with me, supported me, shared thoughts with me, grew up with me, did silly things with me...simply just by accepting me for who I am...regardless of how imperfect I am.

Thank you for your very sincere wishings, presents, cards, surprises and thoughts.

Very very touched. Thank you thank you. Every single one of you. (:

<3

2011-04-10T01:38:00.006+08:00

Sky Mind

To see Void vast infinite
look out the window
into the blue sky
- Allen Ginsberg

I love the sky and the stars because they make me feel so small and reminds me how big the world is. There is no grudge worthy of holding and no worries that are too big to be placed aside.

Tomorrow will be a better day. (:

Thank you everyone for your birthday wishings.
I had a really wonderful 21st birthday. <3

2011-04-05T00:43:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday?

Really, I didn't mean to hurt.
I'm sorry everyone. :(
You too.

2011-03-22T19:42:00.004+08:00

The higher your expectation, the more the disappointment.

Got back my SS essay assignment. Frankly speaking, I was disappointed. Not that I expected something good too...I don't know...perhaps it was because I felt I have put in my best effort...haha...then again, I always believe that as long as you have tried your best, you have nothing to be sad about...time to learn from what went wrong instead Zhilin! Move on move on! (:

Faith and love.
"Only when one is a happy and complete individual can he share and give love without losing his identity or get overwhelmed by his emotions from a relationship. Only when one met the right person will he not feel the pain of shortchanging himself."

Am I?

Do you know how I really feel?

2011-02-28T23:33:00.002+08:00

Double-deck 95 is so cool! HAHA.

Writing SS essay on Singapore history now. It's due tomorrow omg and I'm only three-quarter done. =X

Guess this is only a prelude to my 12 pages essay...really cannot imagine what I'm gonna write for it...essays essays and more essays!

I'm an emo creature.
And sorry girl. Didn't mean to do what I did... :(

2011-02-26T15:42:00.002+08:00

昨天太近明天太远默默聆听那黑夜
晚风吻尽荷花叶任我醉倒在池边
等你清楚看见我的美月光晒干眼泪

How does it feel?

2011-01-20T22:38:00.001+08:00

至高后才了解，世上月圆月缺，只是错觉。

ok. I'm gonna try clubbing before I turn 21.
lol yes I'm a moutain tortoise.
haha.

2011-01-09T08:06:00.001+08:00

Is it me? Or is it really you?
What's with the attitude, seriously?

Grr.

2011-01-04T13:07:00.001+08:00

Someday someday!

the little things (and wonderful people) that make life great. (:

2011-01-03T15:24:00.002+08:00

今天过得真的很自由自在。
赖在床上玩了不知多久的手机游戏，然后再慢慢地起身读了报纸，玩了电脑。
一直拖到下午三点多才缓慢地吃了午餐，慢慢地带狗狗去散步。
一个没有丝豪精彩成分的一天。如此慵懒、平凡得不能在平凡。
可是我真的很享受这份宁静和什么都不必想，什么都不用交代的感觉。
午后下着倾盆大雨，一个人沉浸在雨声的怀抱中。在朦胧的景色中，没有人会看见
你，你就能放肆地为所欲为，就当你自己，就只想自己。
今天是陪自己的一天。好久没好好与自己谈天了。
今天我终于能停下脚步回顾2010年所发生的事和与我共度一年的朋友、家人。
然后发现自己真的很幸福。
很多美好的回忆都因为有你们在里头。
谢谢！
(:

2010-09-13T02:12:00.001+08:00

J.E.R.K

A mess I've created. One more week.

2010-08-21T12:31:00.012+08:00

Rainbow nails! Hahaha. Wanting to start the school term happily, Huiru and I decided to share our nail polish collection and painted out nails multicolours! (: It really brightened up my days! And many people thought I was going for Science Bash since the theme this year is Jellybeans. LOL.

Anyway, video filming is done! We went to a Student Care Centre at Bukit Batok to play with the children while the video team, David and Tanya, were beside us taking photos and videos. It was fun but was really more on the stressful side for me. Activities and plans went haywired. Children were super cute but we had a little trouble keeping them in control. However, I love teaching them the Hi-5 dance. Haha! It was soooo satisfying when they danced with me and really glad they seemed to enjoy it.(: Hopefully, the video will turn out great!

Thank you to all the volunteers! ahlee, jelly, bianxun, yongming, mingjie, sookhee, shermaine, weichi, chixiong and weeheng's friends...and of cos carol and kellie and audrey who gave me mental support though you all couldn't make it. Hahaha. think yongming is gonna kill me for saying thank you again...but really really grateful for all who came. And glad you all had fun playing with the kids. Hahah..like what the song sings: "The joy you give to others comes back to you!" (:

Counting down one more week to the launch of the campaign. Many things have fallen in place, but still millions of things yet to be done. Really need to sit down again to plan and keep ourselves on track.

School! Only second week of school and I am sort of lagging behind alr. Late for classes for the past 2 weeks. But luckily I was a "brand new me" yesterday! Haha..came on time for lesson and started abit of catching up! =X Keywork: Abit...=X

Can't stop listening to this song.(:

人生有多少遗憾，就有多少惊喜

Let's run away. Don't ever look back.

2010-08-15T15:35:00.003+08:00

Yea. We've survived so far. Let's continue to strive on to make this campaign possible. The song is out, the postcard design is out, found our partners and sponsors...we're so close..yet so far too. Sometimes, you tend to lose focus and I wonder why am I doing all this. Are all this worth my time and effort?? Nearly wanted to give up on Friday. Damn tired, damn stress, running against time...thankfully, my best team mate is by my side! (: and his friend too...who was playing facebook beside me but somehow his laidback attitude cooled me down alot. haha. (:

Push on. A Different Happiness in the making!
It's a mini project. A mini effort for a cause we believe in.
Hopefully, we helped a little. Even if it's really only a little.
Hee. Jiayou.

Night Rider 2010 was fun fun fun! So nice to cycle at night. So peaceful and quiet...plus the great company! Too bad couldn't see any meteor shower cos it was too cloudy! But it was great to not think of any work and play through the night. That's life man. (:

It's about creating shared memories.

2010-08-07T23:06:00.004+08:00

3 months flew past. This holiday was hectic and tiring. But a fruitful one I would say. 酸甜苦辣 - tasted everything.

Working at BC was a unique and memorable experience. I really learnt alot. I seriously felt like a kid. Screwing up stuffs and crying over small little things. Even my brother had to come down to the hotel to console me. A short 2 months and I witnessed the harsh working environment people talk about. Sometimes, it is not work that is difficult, dealing and communicating with people is tougher. Luckily, I survived. What don't kill you makes you stronger, as Carol always said. Hopefully, I emerged stronger. (: One important lesson I've learnt. Learn to say 'no'. And always remember, very often, people are angry at a situation, not you. So, when working, don't take things personally, stand in people's shoes and understand them. You will see a different perspective and deal with them better.

Then it was Ngee Ann Tapestry. It was tiring rushing for practice every week after work, but it was all worthwhile. I always felt CO practice was a time for relaxation rather than a chore. Really enjoyed sitting in an orchestra and listening to music we played together. It brings back lotsa memories in NASCO and created more. When will we be able to meet so regularly again?

SOW! Had great fun at camp! Made many new friends and created many shared memories. Thank you Spartans for spending the past 2 weeks with me. Science Fac won Rag this year. It was AWESOME! The fireworks were meant for us! Haha! (: It was so touching...seeing the rag team ,who had so many sleepless night preparing for rag, jumping with joy. How we cheered ever so loudly. Proud to be in Science Faculty! (: Really, I think the best part of uni was joining SOW. When will we have chance to scream and play like this after uni?

That is why I felt lonely working on my current projects. Perhaps I'm being naive again. But how I wish I have a team like CO, like SOW, working towards the same goal and pushing each other on. Nevertheless, really thankful for Phyllicia, Charles and Weeheng's help. I will try my best to make your fabulous work shine! (:

2010-07-27T01:53:00.003+08:00

You said. Ask any company. They operate like this. This is called investment. Not santa claus. Time is limited. Of cos the cake is given to the more committed people to your cause cos they are the ones that will make things happen.

ZZ. I don't care. I'm a student, free and easy, and definitely not working for anyone. I really appreciated how you have pushed me to stretch myself so far. I've learnt alot, I've felt alot. But seriously, I'm just here to learn, from different people, big or small. Not just from you.

Endure. Back to basic soon!

2010-07-22T09:33:00.005+08:00

I'm a troublemaker, I'm a disaster.

2010-07-21T18:18:00.005+08:00

Fly me to the moon and let me play among the stars.
好想放下一切。关上手机，关上电邮，就让自己休息一天，只想自己想想的东西，只听自己想听得音乐。勿需向任何人交代，就好好陪自己一天。我知道很自私，很不珍惜别人给予我的关怀。没人理你时就伤心不受注意。有人愿意多关心你时又开始披上保护层，不让人靠近。我这个人还真讨厌。

2010-03-13T13:38:00.003+08:00

Can everything just come to a stop, please?
It's just an endless cycle of unhappiness.
Stop it man.

If only I can run away.

2010-02-02T19:41:00.000+08:00

just to see you smile. (:

2010-01-22T20:41:00.003+08:00

Haix...Life is so complicated. No. Humans are the complicated the ones. :(
How I wish life can be as simple as julius...
How I wish I kept my mouth shut...
How I wish I didn't go for that very first outing...
See what a mess I've created...
Life has always been so simple. Though it wasn't exactly happy everytime, but at least it was peaceful.
Haix...And I realised how weak and dependent I am. How lost I am when I face problems.
But really thanks all of you who were concerned. Really really appreciated every simple word of encouragement. They really gave me strength man. Thanks alot, my friends...(: Hope everything will turn out right. I need to focus. Problem in hand. Solve it man, Zhi Lin.

Serve me right :(

2010-01-18T02:16:00.001+08:00

I hope all will be worthwhile in the end... (:
I won't give up.
Jiayou.

2010-01-14T00:07:00.003+08:00

welcome back to singapore karina! (:

Ohseven dinner with KARINA at Breeks! SOOOO long since we last met her...it's been one year since she left for Australia. Time flies, doesn't it. But ina still looks happy as always...haha...awww how we would miss her again.

Sometimes some simple word of encouragement can really brighten up your day and clear all your worries.

Thank you, my friend. (:

2010-01-10T12:46:00.020+08:00

Last Day of Holiday. First Day of School.
Feeling excited. Hopeful. A little bit anxious.
Once school term starts, I know it will move so fast all we can only do is catch up. =X
But at least I can tell myself now I've enjoyed my holiday and is all ready for the new semester! (except for my messy room...)

Time to reflect and thank everyone who has made my dayssss...

Ohseven <3
can't imagine my life without you guys. All of you are really really wonderful. Keep rocking...
my lovely gals<3
人生最简单无忧的阶段就是与你们度过。很开心现在的我们仍能一起开怀大笑(：
nyp temp staffies(:
Some nicest people I've met...

Super relaxing bintan trip(:
thanks guys! You all are the ones who made this trip memorable...

And you, julius (:
thanks for always being there...

Marios. (:
Great new friends...thanks for adding colours to my uni days...

and dizi gang
and my family
and kellie and joanne
and many of you who cared.

或许我只是人生这场电影的一个小角色
但很感激你们却让我有很精彩的感受。

Jiayou everyone!! (:

2010-01-02T01:24:00.001+08:00

我喜歡這樣跟著你隨便你帶我到哪裡

After listening to old songs the entire day on NEW YEAR'S DAY...I found that I enjoyed this 'newer' song the most during the concerts. So sweet. (:

2009-12-27T23:32:00.002+08:00

I've learned selective sensing. I choose what I wanna feel, what I wanna care.
But sometimes, it's scary to realise how numb I've become. Becoming so used to things, now I don't feel a thing. Cold-blooded. Argh.

2009-12-25T15:24:00.003+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY! (:

Awww..my favourite festival of the year!!! Although I feel that I'm becoming less excited than before, but still I love christmas - a day filled with joy and love! Never knew orchard road can be so beautiful at night! It was awesome with all the carolling, music, people and pretty light-ups...

Watched "Alvin and the chipmunks 2" with 07 on christmas eve. The movie was sooo cute! Laughed our way through the show. Then it was dinner at Kim Gary and stayover at Raghu's house. Christmas exchange was fun cos I personally feel that I bought a 'good' gift this year. Hee..the orangey pink shirt suits raghu sooo well la! (: Raghu better wear it next outing k. Haha. Got a guitar brooch from jinzhi. Love it. (: Yes I will master guitar one day yea!
Guitar Hero was fun too...Rocker yay! Even facebooking together was super hilarious.

When 07 unites again and it just feels so good. (:

2009-12-21T22:50:00.003+08:00

Went shopping with marui and bx today. So many things I want and need, but I'm seriously broke this holiday season... TT

Tomorrow is the day.

2009-12-19T17:35:00.006+08:00

Argh. Uncles are sooooo un-adorable aka irritating. Yes, UNCLES! Why do I always meet ungentlemanly uncles everytime I walk julius?? Walks are meant to be relaxing, but these uncles never fail to ruin my day. =/ One uncle who always give that angry, irritated look when he sees Julius, that uncle who scolded me 'stupid', that uncle who shouted at me 'Don't let your dog pee anyhow!' ever so loudly when Julius was just walking and sniffing around, and today, an uncle who shouted 'OI!' at me and stared at me with that fierce look. Come on...Julius is just a dog. A harmless creature who just wanna have fun outside, breathe the fresh air, exercise abit, and pee. I always try to pull him away when he wants to pee in those corners of the pillars. I can say I'm a gracious civilian who knows how to keep the neighbourhood clean okay...Before you shout at me, can you please open your eyes and see that I PULLED Julius away when he wanted to pee at the corner. =X Argh...most irritating was when he walked up and stared at us as we walked away. Yea and there are uncles who are scared of dogs but instead reveal anger instead of fear. Hello...Anger is not equal to fear fyi. HAIX. Really I find aunties and kids, who are willing to show that they are scared when they see Julius, adorable. I can understand their feelings. I was scared of dogs too. But uncles...what's their problem man...

But no matter how people look at us. Julius will always be <3.>

Anyway, astrobash at bintan was funnn! Though the weather wasn't great for stargazing, but at least we saw some meteors, learnt quite a bit about astronomy, and most importantly, spent my time with wonderful people like them! (:

It was really a relaxing trip. Away from the hustle and bustle of the city, we slowed down our pace. Strolling along the beautiful beach, listening to the waves, enjoying the sun and breeze, lying on our backs to watch the sky. Time didn't matter. We didn't really do stuffs. But it was enjoyable, don't know why.

Met up with the girls for shopping and dinner too. Had a great time, great laugh, great food.

Holiday is goooodd! (:

2009-10-02T23:10:00.003+08:00

Oh yay, mid term tests are oveeeer! (: Recess week = mugging week = no rest, that's why I'm seriously deep into holiday mood the past few days. Argh, serve me right, works are piling up now... =X E-learning week next week, time to catch uppppp!

Yea. Uni life is busy, but I realise I feel empty inside despite having all my time occupied. All this daily rush, school, tuition, school, tuition...not that I'm unhappy or anything, but I guess I just don't feel a sense of purpose? Or perhaps I rarely have time for myself alone. I can study about numbers and probabilities and markets and computers and the sun and the moon, but what about my heart and my mind? Guess it's really time for some self-reflections. Or maybe I should join subcomm too. Get myself more active in school so life won't be so mundane! But realised I wanted to join many activities initially but ended up in none. Worrying really stopped me from doing alot of things. Really hate myself for being so cautious. Why can't I just step out of my safety zone and explore sometimes?

Anyway, love this song by James Morrison "You Give Me Something"

2009-09-03T23:04:00.000+08:00

Being alone does not necessarily mean that one has to feel lonely.
Being alone gives you chance to spend time with yourself. You reflect and think. You listen to your heart and that makes you not lonely because you had spent time with yourself.
Stop, listen and watch what the world has to say to you... Shhh...

2009-09-02T21:09:00.000+08:00

So many things to do but so little time!
Ahhh... =X

2009-08-30T16:53:00.003+08:00

My throat is sore. My body is tired. But my heart has been revived. (So has my blog!) (:

不要害怕失败
继续梦想，继续做梦
为自己的小小天空
放一场华丽的烟火
即使只有自己感动
至少我曾努力过，尝试过。。。

Yes, I'm so gonna join guitar club. What's stopping me?
And Zhi Lin, STUDY STUDY STUDY PLEASE.

2009-06-10T01:45:00.006+08:00

Da Vinci the Genius.

Went to Science Centre to visit the exhibition on Leonardo Da Vinci with the girls on Sunday.

Learnt much more about this truly respectable and intelligent man. A genius -- as the exhibition called him. Frankly speaking, it's been long since something spurred me to think deeply. The exhibition, da vinci's inventions, quotes, paintings and writings were truly inspiring. I especially love his idea of understanding nature to understand life.

Art is never finished, only abandoned.

Human subtlety will never devise an invention more beautiful, more simple or more direct than does nature because in her inventions nothing is lacking, and nothing is superfluous.

I have been impressed with the urgency of doing. Knowing is not enough; we must apply. Being willing is not enough; we must do.

In rivers, the water that you touch is the last of what has passed and the first of that which comes; so with present time.

~ Leonardo Da Vinci

2009-06-05T01:09:00.008+08:00

Dance, Subaru!

Watched this inspiring and touching Jap movie with Hwee Kee, Chiu suen and Justyne at Cineleisure today. A rather nice movie that will inspire you to have the courage to pursue your passion regardless of the difficulties ahead of you. The storyplot may be a little cliche and very typical of Jap movie, but I guess the well-written dialogues, attractive dances and some twists in the story made it more interesting.

but will real-life be so beautiful?

After lunch we decided to visit the National Museum! But decided to embark on our 'adventure' of trying to find our way to the registry of marriage. LOL..which is up on Fort Canning Park. Yea...so up we went walking aimlessly around. Haha...we really have lotsa of time don't we? Hehe...Haix...but nothing interesting actually...=X

After the adventure, went for work again. Doing night shift this time. Was very very worried and scared. =X Yea yet again, I made the same mistake of writing the wrong initial for the order and was toooo soft. =X Oh no.... Let's hope that tmr will be a better day! YAY!

I guess I'm really a spoilt brat. Hehe cos while working, some lousy thoughts crossed my mind. Suddenly, I felt very tired and was wondering why I chose to put myself in such a state when I can choose to watch drama at home? =X But I guess this a new experience for me! Something that I've always wanted to try isn't it???

Anyway, I really think Quan Zhi Xian is super pretty. Just watched Daisy yesterday. OMG SHE IS SOOO gorgeous. Gonna watch her new show soon man. Looks super cool! And of course 'Drag Me To Hell'!

2009-06-03T15:12:00.002+08:00

Irashaimase! ~

Started my new job as a waitress at a Japanese Ramen shop yesterday. Hmm...Din do a good job I think. It was such a different working environment compared to sitting down infront of the computer in an air-conditioned office. I was sweating, legs were tired and had to stay alert at all time. A so-not-me job! It's so fast-paced!! And I din dare to shout loudly to the customers. Spilled some soup on the floor while clearing the plates too. Wrote the wrong initials for order. Oh no. Sounds terrible! =X

It's the first day of work. Perhaps that's why the bosses and supervisors were more forgiving. Hope I don make the same mistake again. =X

But so nice when tenchou said my favourite jap phrase "daijobu?" =)

Hehe...and had a free bowl of ramen after work. Ate miso ramen and gyoza! Yummy yummy!

Thanks joanne for your guidance today! =)

2009-06-01T21:09:00.003+08:00

SHOPPING! :)

Went Fareast today with Huiru and Angeline to shop!! Yay! Three of us are officially on HOLIDAY!! Not for me though..cos I'm still working part-time...but YAY! WE ARE NOT IN OFFICE ON A MONDAY!! :)

Quite satisfied with what I have bought, though didn't managed to get the F21 blouse I've wanted. But be happy cos I managed to save money then. :)

Starting my new job tmr..worried man... =X

2009-06-01T00:44:00.005+08:00

a day at sentosa! :)

Went Sentosa Siloso Beach with NYP temp staffs as part of "farewell" though not everyone could make it. Had lotsa fun soaking in the sunshine and seabreeze. The last time I came to sentosa beach was with 07 after national day celebration in year 1. OMG. That's long man. Time fliesssss..=/

Played Touch Rugby cos we have 3 rugby team players there - QJ, Jeremiah and Gerald. Notice their names link. Haha. Took awhile to get use to the rules but the game was quite interesting. =) Then played captain's ball with a rugby ball. LOL. Still as lousy in sports as before. The most number of times when I get to touch the ball was when I was the captain. =(

Then dinner at Kim Gary HK restaurant in vivo. Their food are interesting fusion of HK and western style cooking, so was quite cool. Ate Fried Spaghetti! YUMMY! But din really like the Almond tea I ordered. The milky taste was a little too overwhelming for me.

And GSS is so alluring....lol...=)

2009-05-30T16:34:00.000+08:00

Lucky by Jason Mraz and Colblie Caillat

2009-05-30T01:18:00.012+08:00

Last day of work. :(

Time really flies. It seems like yesterday when I started working, adapting to a new working environment and getting to know new friends.

Now, it's time to leave again.

We had really spent ALOT of time together in the same room, lunching, working and playing together. I'll need time to adapt to a non-working-in-office life again.

Never did I expect to forge such wonderful friendship with my colleagues, but we did. :) Hmmm...getting chessy here but I really feel that it seems like fate that has brought us together. Meeting people who live sooo far away from the eastern side and TJ people whom I didn't know their existence despite having to study in the same school for 2 years. Really glad I missed my barista job and came here.

THANKS CAROLLLL!! For introducing me this job and allowing me to tag along your ride to and from work.

It was sad when we cleared our desks and said good-bye. Life is a journey, we meet people at the crossroads. People come and people go. But we promised to keep in touch ya? :)

Batches of NYP temp staffs came and went. I'm glad I'm part of the 2009 team, and had experienced how friendships are almost magically forged in that small office of ours. :)

Cute auntie who always greet us chirpily in tje morning.

Hwee Kee and Chiu Suen - Fellow sinful-food-indulgence mates

PARTNERS! :)

2009-05-26T11:21:00.002+08:00

就连太阳也有燃尽的一天，那么世上又有什么永远？

无法不去理会时间所带来的改变。

Went to Vivocity to exchange for our Mayday's concert ticket with PeiYi and Huiru on Sunday. Felt like a total idiot. Brought the wrong ticket for exchange and alighted at the wrong stop. OMG..I've always thought vivo was at marina bay...haha..NOOB. =/

Met Jelly for dinner yesterday. Recommended BaiKohKen to her. A very cosy and traditional japanese ramen shop. Ate Shio Butter and Corn Ramen. YUMMY! They actually gave u a spoonful of butter to mix in the soup. Yea SINFUL but was oh-so-delicious. =)

Then walked around the singapore river cos the dinner made both of us super full. Spent a rare peaceful night. =)

2009-05-23T01:30:00.001+08:00

Thank you very much! =)))

2009-05-20T22:55:00.004+08:00

I've got sick of my old blogskin. It's too colourful and simply irritates me everytime. LOL. Hence, I've changed it to a plain white one here! ~ =) The picture is one of Monkey Majik's album cover!

Yea...has been slacking at work...nope should be: We are so efficient, we finished all that we need to do, so these few days I have been listening to random songs on haoting.com. Yet again, I'm into Japanese songs and dramas!! =) Got to know a band called Monkey Majik and Mr. Children. They are really great bands with wonderful songs.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q1xKrn14f2Q
Tada Arigatou - Monkey Majik

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kJX17gL62V0
Hanabi - Mr. Children

College day last Saturday. Felt great to be back in school meeting all the familiar faces.
Afterwhich I immediately rushed to NUS for statistics tea session with Lirong. Was half an hour late. LOL... there were only 6 poor souls. =X Luckily it was quite a useful session. At least I know slightly more about what to expect from my chosen course.
Then rushed to watch TJCO concert at night. Really enjoyed the concert very much! =) It was touching to see how the performers play their instruments seriously and with so much focus.

的确，认真的人最迷。
很喜欢表演者认真看谱，沉醉在表演之中的样子。

That's why I love to watch TJCO play di er. The way they moved with the music. It was really enjoyable.

That's why I love watching Eason Chen performs. He seems to be enjoying the music himself onstage. He puts his heart into singing, and the audience can feel it. That's a performance. =)

This week has been disappointing. I disappointed myself. So did they...

If only something in life can be forever...... =(

If only I have more courage to listen to what my heart has to say.

If only you bother listening to what I've to say.

2009-05-10T16:56:00.001+08:00

I think I will be happier if I can see, hear and know selectively.
Just sad that I know more than you think I know.

2009-04-16T23:46:00.004+08:00

Just went for NUS FOS Scholarship and Award interview. Screwed as usual. =(
I think I spoke too little, told them too little about myself, and was too slow to realise that they are nice people who were trying to ask good questions that I can elaborate greatly on if I want. The questions were not difficult at all. It was more like a chatting session among friends, but guess I did not make use of the opportunity well.

Well...so it's another lesson learnt and experience gained! Thinking of attending some communication and confidence-building course. Haha...it's really time for me to walk out of my shell and make myself heard! =X

LET"S TWITTER!!! ~~~ =)

2009-04-12T19:45:00.003+08:00

I need more courage to risk.

To leap without looking.

To venture.

Just feel I think too much about everything. So much that I think I always let opportunities pass me by. And I regret. But deceive myself with my so-called optimism.

I'm only 19, can I just dream? Perhaps it's naive or childish or a waste of time. But I know I will regret about what I didn't do more than what I did.

But stubbornness can hurt. And has huge responsibility to bear. And...

What do I really want in my life??

2009-04-08T09:28:00.002+08:00

happy birthday to myself! Yay! =)

And thank you to all who had given me their wishings and spent time with me. THANK YOU! Really appreciated it!

Anw, inspired by one of my friend. LOL...must write it down so I won forget what she said.
As someone who loves to observe people, she likes to learn how people are unique in their ways and if it's a good quality, try to learn from them. I think she's so COOL. Haha...I guess more often than not, or perhaps it's a habit, I tend to see people's qualities that I dislike. It's BAD. Yea. I should learn from her yea? Yeap, I'm newly 19 and it's time for a change to be a better person. =)

I appreciate my life and I appreciate everything around me, including YOU!! =)
Thank you!!

2009-03-31T11:38:00.001+08:00

M.O.N.O.T.O.N.Y

I need to break out from it. So I bought YELLOW nail polish! Whee ¬ But realised it's erm not very nice...
But anyway, I think my life is boring. I need some excitement and something to look forward to and anticipate. Haha..yea there the Malaysia trip a month more to come! Meanwhile, I really need FUN..

=_____________________=

2009-03-26T19:16:00.004+08:00

I have made my decision! =)
I will study statistics.
Whoo..welcome back H3 MATH...number theory, algorithms, vectors, coding theory, AND PROVING PROVING AND MORE PROVING!!
Frankly speaking, it was a tough decision to give up occupational therapist, because I think I really wanted to be an occupational therapist that time.
But perhaps it's time to go out into the real world for an adventure. Haha...like I said, if my passion really lies in OT, I can go back anytime. =)
So I chose my second love. NUMBERS! I don't know if I can shout "I love Math!" without being guilty after H3 experience, but I know I like observing patterns and relationships.
So I decided to give myself another chance to try out math and numbers.
Let H3 math be the past. Now that I have plenty of time to study them, I hope I will get to know them better. =)
Yeap! So I've made my decision. I will focus and give my best effort.

Thank you everyone who has assisted me during my course-choosing difficult time! Thanks dad for making me think in a broader perspective, thanks Yvonne jiejie for making me believe in myself, thanks marui for your fun accounting talk, thanks huien for offering a listening ear, thanks jean for being so inspiring, thanks buay yi for encouraging me, thanks lena jiejie and seengee korkor for statistics talk, thanks mrs lim, mrs poon, and gaolaoshi, thanks joanne for sharing my woes. Thanks ahwee jiejie, emily, miss leila. Thanks 0707 and bro for believing in me and encouraging me to study medicine. =)

Haha..I think I had been real irritating these 2 weeks. but really thanks alot for all your help! =)

Yay!

2009-03-25T15:04:00.000+08:00

HAIX HAIX HAIX HAIX HAIX!!!!

2009-03-24T22:56:00.002+08:00

Julius 很可愛。
如果世界和人類也能如此就好了。
翻翻白肚﹐讓我疼惜他。這意味的是對我的信任與愛。
信任像是被綁在一粒粒氣球上﹐太容易失去﹐太柔弱了。
一不小心松了手就得過著沒有相信的生活。
更得背負弄丟氣球的罪名。
Julius 很可愛。
如果世界和人類也能如此就好了。

2009-03-16T11:07:00.003+08:00

Be bold. Let the strength of your desire give force and moment to your every step. Move with all yourself. When you embark for strange places don't leave any of yourself safely on shore. they may laugh at you if you don't discover India. Let them laugh. India's already there. You'll come back with a brand new America. Have the nerve to go into unexplored territory. Be brave enough to live life creatively. The creative is the place where no one else has ever been. It is not the previously known. You have to leave the city of your comfort and go into the wilderness of your intuition. You can't get there by bus, only by hard work and risk and by not knowing what you're doing, but what you'll discover will be wonderful. What you'll discover will be yourself.

- Alan Alda
Actor, writer, director, activist

2009-03-14T01:23:00.003+08:00

Shhh....
Listen to what your heart has to say.

And I finally know why we need courage to pursue our dreams.
There is too much to ignore, too much to convince, too much uncertainties to bear.

I don't know whether I dare to take that first step or not.

or perhaps they struck me - it is actually not what I really want.

2009-03-01T00:41:00.007+08:00

These 2 days had been meaningful to me.

Went for primary school gathering on Friday at Pizza Hut(TM).
There were huijuan, cheryl, yujing, amanda, leekiang, yanyu and nelson.
Whoa...P6.1 EVPS ROCKS man!! Hahah..Had a nice and warm time reminiscing the good old day with classmates I spent my childhood with. The days when we did silly things and played liked there's no tomorrow.

Volunteered at IMH on saturday. A really fulfilling experience.
Their smiles can warm your heart. =)

Lol...and I met a very nice busdriver who greeted passengers onboard! So sweet!! =)
And a person who helped an old lady alight the bus..
Awww..met really great people today I guess!

2009-02-27T08:57:00.000+08:00

Do trees have their own love stories?
Was thinking about it as I watched them this morning..
If trees are also living things, alive and breathing...
Will they feel lonely, always standing all alone, rooted to the ground?

Anyway, I dread the coming of next Friday.
and there's no way to stop it from coming... =X

2009-02-23T10:51:00.001+08:00

I have made a new friend today!=) It's a grey stray cat under Carol's block. Saw him/her on my first day of work. Ever since, I have met him/her a few times already. Usually, it would be very wary of me, but today it actually approached me!! =)

Anyway, my brother told me 2012 would be the world doomsday. Hmmm...whether it's true or not, it still struck me deeply.

At that moment, the first thought that came through my head was that I haven't done what I wanna do. I don't want my life to end like this.

3 years is so short. In 3 years time, I would have just completed university, have not even stepped into working society, nor start my own family and acheive my dreams.

But think again, isn't life unpredictable? I think I have heard some people saying, live your life like there's no tomorrow. Sometimes, we have so much dreams, so far-fetched...but what about the present?

If you have only 24 hours left to live...what would you do?

Tell your loved ones that you love them. I guess that's all I wanna do. Tour the world? Start my cafe business? --sometimes, these just don't matter anymore.

Even so, guess nothing in this world or universe is eternal. The sun will stop shining one day. There will definitely be an end to everything I guess. Hopefully, it would be a beautiful one. =)

2009-02-21T09:23:00.001+08:00

I'm currently listening to cheer chen's newest album.
Her voise is as soothing and touching as ever, just that I don't really get what the lyrics mean. Seriously. Haha..

我胆小地对自己说就是这样吗
我是你眼里的太阳也是你影子里的悲伤
我问我这世界是否一如往常
让我照耀你安息的时光
你是我小心维护的梦
我疲倦的享受着谁也无法代替你的光芒
我是我一碰就碎的太阳
我热切地希望能在消失之前得到信仰

我胆小地对自己说就是这样吗
我是你眼里的太阳也是你镜子里的骄傲
我问我这世界是否一如往常
需要我在拥挤午夜发光
你是我小心维护的梦
我疲倦的享受着谁也无法代替的孤傲
我是我疲倦流浪的太阳
我热切地希望能在消失之前得到信仰

你是我小心维护的梦
我疲倦的享受着谁也无法靠近的孤傲
我是我疲倦流浪的太阳
无法为自己无法为谁停止下来
我是我一碰就碎的太阳
我热切地希望能在消失之前得到信仰

Immortal - Cheer Chen

2009-02-20T08:51:00.000+08:00

METAMORPHOSIS.
Cool word yea?

LOL..and I finally found my motivation! =)

2009-02-15T02:10:00.003+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY! ~

Actually it's over already..lol..

Yeap this was how my v'day went...

tuition in the morning...NTU talk in the afternoon...dinner at Secret Recipe with 07 at night.

Talking about NTU talk, it wasn't really fruitful actually. Still don know what course to take. Eh maybe I got to know more about material engineering and decided I will not choose it. Really no interest in technology.

Where does my future lies?

And yesterday was a day filled with love! Really, seeing all the couples make me feel as if hearts are popping out everywhere around me! Haha..such a beautiful day! Yea V'day is a great day to remember that 'love makes the world goes round'! Had a great dinner with 07 too..just felt so good to be with everyone again. Though we seem to be living in a different worlds, doing diff stuffs, leading diff kind of life.. I really hope 07 can remain like this forever. =)

Tomorrow work will start again! Guess working makes me treasure my time even more. It's really great to do what u wanna do. I told my aunt about my work being boring and her reply was like any other reply I expect from any other adults. "People work for money." -- haix this is what I don wanna do, that's why I don really feel like studying business... just don feel like entering a field which is profit-driven. But, I think I have told myself this many times...about the pursue of dreams, love and hope. But again and again, reality struck me painfully. Yea...guess dreams are dreams...we need to survive.

but I hope I will be strong.

2009-02-11T13:24:00.000+08:00

I'm blogging from work!!!! =)
Ah yes...finally there's internet access for me to use! But realised even with internet, I don't know what to surf on...

Yeah I'm such an irritating uncontented person.
When I don't have a job, I complained.
When I have a job, I complained.
When I got a comuter with no internet and msn, I complained.
Now that I have internet, I complained again for having no sites to surf on.

Guess it's time to learn to appreciate things in life. Finding yourself some excitement in a boring life. Enjoy.

I'll try. LOL. =)

2009-02-06T15:10:00.003+08:00

It's Friday!! ~

the day everybody loves!

Went teoheng on wed with jinzhi, carol and elisse. OMG elisse's sings so well la! Can melt my heart man! =) Everyone was enjoying listening to her sing! Haha...

And I have decided to not learn street jazz dance. Just can't imagine myself dancing. Too inflexible alr...lol I'll just stick to some basic survival skills which I don't possess. Yea I'm learning to cook..starting from today..=)

Teacher: Mum

Fee: Zero

Cool...

And yea! Starting work soon on monday!! Looking forward yay! Finally WORKING.

And I realised the reason I can enjoy life without doing anything. Cos I have nth to worry and can just do whatever I want. but before that I was trying so hard to look for jobs, not working makes me too guilty to enjoy. =X

LOL AND I FOUND MY Long-lost WALLET!!!

Apparently it was inside a small compartment of my bag for a good one month. And I din realise it..HAHA...Yay so I have my money and ezlink card and photos and amulet BACK! =)))

2009-02-02T08:49:00.006+08:00

RANDOM * 25

Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it’s because I want to know more about you!

1. I am addicted to Microsoft Games - Minesweeper! Lol...just because of the fact that I can't complete it!

2. I love Mayday!! Whoohoo! Love their music, lyrics and positive attitude. =) And their concerts are superb man!!

3. I like music and art. It's amazing that people can chain a few notes together and create so much wonderful music. And why would people choose to 'sing' their words rather then 'say' them?? Haha..

4. I realise sometimes simple and direct songs can be much more touching than those with flowery language..that's why I like zhang zheng yue and chen qi zhen.

5. I like the night more than the day. I love the stars and moon! =) sorry sun!!

6. I like colours. But I like yellow more.

7. I hope to learn guitar and piano, but my short fingers are a hinder.

8. My dream is to open a cafe or motel after I retire.

9. I wanna learn street jazz dance!

10. I cannot stand pomelo.

11. I stilll can't swim! So sad cos swimming looks fun.

12. I still think meteor garden is the best drama I've ever watched.

13. I like to eat raw carrots!! =))

14. I had more than 20 injections in my scalp.

15. I am truly enjoying life now. The feeling is getting stronger as my working days near. Horrible working stories I've heard made me feel like this..=X

16. but I'm glad I'm working with carol! =)

17. I love to sing ktv!!! =))

18. Sometimes people can't hear what I'm saying cos I speak too softly. Haha..cos it's tiring to speak loudly. Quote chuhui " Are you talking to your teeth?" Whoa..classic...

19. I wanna visit Vietnam before it becomes a developed country with tall buildings and highways and all.

20. I wanna try working as a barista!

21. I love julius! =) He's like a baby of the family and my brother!! =))

22. I don't cry easily. I'm cold-blooded.

23. I like chinese language.

24. Sometimes I wonder what Julius is thinking. If he can talk, what would he say???

25. He's barking at me now..=X He wants to go down for a walk.

Haha..chuhui tagged me..so now is my turn to tag pp!

Tagged:

1. Hui Ru
2. Alicia
3. Jin Zhi
4. Ivan
5. Carol

Anw, last week's CNY was quite fun..though the new year atmosphere is not really there..but finally can enjoy without worrying about homeworks..lol...revised my mahjong skills again, and lotsa blackjack at ah gong's house. And yea, cookies cookies and more cookies..now the effect is hitting me!! SORE THROAT!! =(

Went Mrs Teh and Mrs Sim's house to bai nian on sat.
Met up with jiemin and joanne for breakfast afterwhich joanne and me head for Gao lao shi's house on sun. Whoohoo...finally get to taste the famous shui kueh at bedok inter hawker centre and food at Blk 85!! =) Yummy!

Enjoyment yea! =)

2009-01-29T11:50:00.001+08:00

You are The Lovers

Motive, power, and action, arising from Inspiration and Impulse.

The Lovers represents intuition and inspiration. Very often a choice needs to be made.

Originally, this card was called just LOVE. And that's actually more apt than "Lovers." Love follows in this sequence of growth and maturity. And, coming after the Emperor, who is about control, it is a radical change in perspective. LOVE is a force that makes you choose and decide for reasons you often can't understand; it makes you surrender control to a higher power. And that is what this card is all about. Finding something or someone who is so much a part of yourself, so perfectly attuned to you and you to them, that you cannot, dare not resist. This card indicates that the you have or will come across a person, career, challenge or thing that you will fall in love with. You will know instinctively that you must have this, even if it means diverging from your chosen path. No matter the difficulties, without it you will never be complete.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

Found this interesting test on Vicki's blog. Haha..

2009-01-25T00:14:00.004+08:00

07 lunch at Fish n Co.

Lol fish and co birthday celebration is cool.

Went shopping with carol, angeline and elisse after lunch, while the rest chilled at mac.

Army boys have interesting stories to share but din managed to catch any..sad...lol

Haha..and I just read my primary school year book and tried to find some friends on facebook. It's so interesting to find those people whom you used to know in school when you were young but have not seen them for like 8 years alr?? Haha...so me, yujing and cheryl are organising EVPS P6.1 gathering!! =)

I'm inspired by siewmin and huiru I guess, cos they just went for theirs...

and last but not least, HAPPY NEW YEAR, PULL YOUR EAR!!!

Haha..din know saying this will be so shocking for alicia and huiru...=)

2009-01-23T23:22:00.002+08:00

Dramas Dramas and MORE Dramas!!! =)
Yea! Finished watching Nobuta wo produce by yamapi too!! Whoohoo..so funny lol!!
OKAY shall start another show again!
Life so relaxing now...really doing whatever I feel like doing...

2009-01-15T13:19:00.003+08:00

I am such an irritating prig. Late for half an hour for an interview. Gosh. =X
And I just lost my wallet with more than half my tuition income inside, which although is very lil, still means alot to me. :( My hard-earned money!!!!
What a depressing day man!
HAIX!

2009-01-14T14:44:00.003+08:00

Monday
Went recruit express for interview with peiyi. Yea haven found a JOB yet...I want a job please please please.
Then met chuhui for shopping. We were both so determined to find a dress (for chu a suitable BRIGHT dress that can be worn for CNY), but din manage to find 'the one'. We really combed fareast, like every shop, even those that we don usually enter. =( Disappointed. Haha..but YAY! Bought my hair mask from body shop. It's called 'Brazil nuts moisture mask'..Haha and I think it stinks, though mum and julius seem to like the smell alot. Hope my dry like grass hair will improve from it. lol.

Tuesday
Tuition my cousins, I-jen and Jean Yee. Quite okay I guess, but i realised I have thrown all my Bio knowledge back to Miss Kum. Haha...forgot whether flower or fruit comes first, forgot what is DNA, forgot what's xylem and phloem are for...lol...
Jean yee is only P2 and she's so tiny and cute! =)

And HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICOLE!!! =)
Don't think you know I have a blog. Haha. but it's okay!

2009-01-11T23:50:00.010+08:00

Hallelujah Chance!!~

Haha..just finished watching a jap drama called "Proposal Daisakusen", and it's great. Been long since I'm addicted to another show. Especially one that I am satisfied with both the story plot and the ending.

The story is about a guy (Ken) attending his childhood cum best friend's (Rei) wedding but feeling greatly regretful cos he has always liked her, but never had the courage to tell her. So, in this church where Rei's wedding was held, there's a fairy who helped him travel back to the time when they took the photos showed on the wedding slides, so that he could confess to Rei.

But the story is not just another love story. It teaches us to treasure every moment you have and do what you wanna do so that you have no regret. Don't wait. Make use of every chance given to you before it slips away. And if the past is really filled with regret, move on, treasure the present and change the future instead.

It's about love, friendship, and life. So true, and throughout the show, it made me reflect about my own life. The tough choices I made, have I made the right choices? Especially H3, till now I have absolutely no confidence in it. But I've tried my best and that's enough. Like what the show said, "Sometimes, the pain of not trying is often worse than failing."

Ah yes.

And about friendship. In the show, the characters were 5 best high school buddies, growing up together. School festivals, baseball competition, graduation, university, dating, working, marriage...they were there for each other when anyone of them was in difficulty. They realised their time spent together lessened alot after they graduated and started working...but still the friendship remained strong.

Yes, this show is simply so touching!!! =)

Sent Zhipeng and cheehuat off to army on friday with siewmin. Lol we felt so wierd during the tour when people surrounding us were all femilies and relatives. But I felt a sense of proudness..lol..as if my own son is entering army lihe that...haha..=)

Then met the girls at night to celebrate lion's birthday at nebo cafe at ehub. It's a boardgame cafe so played lotsa games there. So fun! =)

I found this from vicki's blog which is so funny!

We played the headband game.

Ali got POTATO PEEL:

Ali: Can I eat it?

Us: ONLY U WOULD EAT IT!

Ali: FLEAS!

Us: HAHHAA! NO!

Ali: ANTS!

Us: NO!

Ali: Is it black?

Us: NO

Ali: Is it blue?

Us: NO

Ali: Is it brown?

Us: YES. NO, ITS NOT SHIT =)))

I got Marilyn Monroe:

Me: Is it human?

Them: YES

Me: Is it female?

Them: YES

Me: Is she famous for dancing/singing/writing/composing?

Them: NONONONO!

Me: LOLLLL OMG WHAT?

Jelly: FOR bai2mei3 de!!!!

Me: LOL bai2mei3 but bu4mei3 issit?

Jelly: YES!

Me: Does she wear a retarded black dress??

Jelly: NO, its not Audrey Hepburn

Me: ORH! Does she wear a retarded WHITE dress???

Jelly: YES!!!!!!!!!!

I got PIG:

Everyone: HAHAHAHA OMG SO FUNNY! ITS FATE!!!!!!

Me: WHAT? DONT TELL ME ITS A PIG!!!(lol! It's fate cause i kept getting pigs as my animals in other games yesterday)

And chu's slippers actually flew down 3 storeys to the first floor while attempting to take a jump shot with Ali. Haha.. =)

2009-01-06T11:30:00.003+08:00

Went for Mayday's outdoor 新歌飙唱会 at Kallang Green on Sunday with huiru, peiyi, and 4 other mayday fans we made friend with cos they were queuing beside us. Although the concert starts at 8pm, we reached super early at 1 plus 2 to queue up for good seats. Peiyi helped us queue st 9 plus 10am lol, that's why we had really good view of the stage.

THANK YOU PEIYI!!! REALLY, THANKS ALOT!!! =)

The concert was FUN and SO HIGH!! Whoohoo!!! =))
Not only were we so close to the stage, the atmosphere was great. Like what Mayday said, it's a rare chance to watch rock concert under the sky, with stars amd moon shining above. Kallang river and city view were just beside the venue. So cool right?

2 hours of highness until we were feeling so tired after the concert. The 4 other Mayday fans we met were so crazy and funny. Enjoyed watching the concert with them! And one of them got teh guitar pick stone threw off the stage! So lucky! =)

Guanyou wasn't there that day cos of personal reasons. Guan You JIA YOU!! =)

2009-01-05T18:35:00.001+08:00

I'm so irritated.
I've spared my one month for YOU. But you wouldn't even wait a mere 10 minutes for my reply.
How great a "role model" are you?

2009-01-01T11:59:00.004+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!! =)
2009 will be a super great year for everybody man!!! Whooo ^^
EXCITING!!!
I am happy to enter this new year with beloved 07! (at downtown east)
Although I pissed jon off after less than half an hour of new year! SORRY! ><

YAY!
Counting down 3 days to mayday's concert!! =)

And to ali, chu, jelly, vicki and xiaotian, zhilin loves all of u! lol suddenly have the urge to say this! haha..

2008-12-24T15:47:00.002+08:00

TODAY IS CHRISTMAS EVE!!!!!!!!!!!!

The gals coming to my house for lil party later! =)

All food prepared, just waiting for the party to get started! ^^

Ouch. seriously. Never felt this way before.

2008-12-22T19:11:00.003+08:00

Being a Santa isn't easy.
Kudos to you, Mr. Santa Claus.
Hee...

3 more days to Christmas! ^^

2008-12-20T23:41:00.004+08:00

Volunteered at IMH X'mas Party together with vincent, huiru, jiawei, angeline, and jiawei's friend yehan. Didn't help much, but it was a nice experience I would say. =)

Dizi dinner at Tiong Bahru "The Pasta Shop" with yj, lydia, wc, bx, kaho, phy, zz and marui. A western infused Japanese store. Ate some jap chicken pasta. Yummy! =) The food was good, service was really really prompt, except that wc's softshell crab had a difficult and long journey to the table. lolx. Took bus 5 home cos wc says it would be super fast. But hor...XD Had a great time..more gathering please! =)

2008-12-19T23:42:00.005+08:00

白色的光是由七種顏色聯合組成的。
我們所看見的星星或許早已化成無
因為光纖需要好久好久的時間才會從星星傳入你的眼。

很多事情沒有一種絕對。

誰說男生不能愛上男生﹖
誰說努力一定會有回報﹖
誰說林志玲是美麗的標準﹖
誰說考試不及格就沒前途﹖

很多事情沒有一個絕對。

你的生活比他幸福嗎﹖
你的朋友比他好嗎﹖
你的工作比他高尚嗎﹖
你的人生比他有目的嗎﹖
你的夢想比他偉大嗎﹖

只因很多事情不是肉眼所能看見的﹐耳朵所能聽見的﹐心所能感覺的。
只因標準是獨一無二的東西。
只因我們都為自己而活。
做比較只會不公平地傷害別人。
很多事情我們沒有資格做比較。

2008-12-17T17:40:00.006+08:00

Yay!! Went shopping with vicki and chuhui at bugis yesterday. Finally out of house after so many boring days at home doing nothing. =) Had great aims yesterday: Bag, shoes, shorts, necklace, wallet, scarf...haha...but we bought NOTHING. The crowd at bugis street was making me dizzy...ZzZ...so instead we bought lotsa FOOD at OG!! Yum yum! =) Lol..bought biscuits and chocolate that look nice but are expiring soon so are all at half-price...lol so auntie but great bargain ya? Haha..no income yet cannot anyhow spend money rite? Then went Mos Burger to grab a bite and plan for the gals x'mas countdown party =) Lol..guess this was the most fruitful thing that we did yesterday, and Chu went all so excited about it...

YAY!! CHRISTM AS IS COMING SOON!! :) then 07 can meet once again, and there will be lotsa great food, atmosphere and joy again!! YAY!!

Started tuitioning my P6 cousin for math today. Haix...and I couldn't answer 3 of the problem sums she asked which is alot cos she din ask many. So, borrowed a few books home to study. Seriously need to recap all my stuff. :( Primary school math is NOT easy at all...

2008-12-10T11:42:00.006+08:00

10 Promises to my dog

1. Listen patiently to what I have to say.

2. Trust me. I am always by your side.

3. Play with me alot.

4. Don't forget that I have feelings too.

5. Let's never fight.

6. If I don't obey you, I have a good reason.

7. You have school and friends, I only have you.

8. Stay my best friend, we must get along.

9. I'll only live about 10 years, so let's make every moment counts.

10. Never forget our lives together, when my time comes, please be by my side.

Just watched the movie "10 promises to my dog". Great heart-warming story. Made me reflected alot about Julius and me. Hmm..have been going out alot these days, leaving poor Julius all alone at home. And I am always too lazy to bring him down for a walk, when it is all that he yearns everyday. Guess I need some bucking up ya. =(

But I really love you like no others. =)

(He looks sad in the photo cos he just had a really bad haircut and we can't stop laughing at him. Dogs have FEELINGS too. =) )

And DIZI CHALET yesterday!! Whoo...the day I anticipated!! Yeah...had fun with the gang and saw many people after so many years like shenlong, zhenzhong, chunghong, and a senior senior senior Senior. Too bad can't join them for supper...TT

2008-12-04T18:20:00.006+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JELLY!

it's yesterday actually. =)

and we sent Karina, Agatha, Ivan and Cei off yesterday..

Take care guys! See all of you really soon ok!

Karina must try to make it on results day k?

Some of us cried again...haix...saying goodbye is tiring i guess..

2008-12-01T13:17:00.026+08:00

BACK FROM HONG KONG! =)

Lol..I missed home so much and it's so great to be back in Singapore!
Hong Kong trip was overall fun except for the food...
DISNEYLAND

OCEANPARK

SHOPPING

DESERTS

BO LUO BAO

EGG TART
HONG KONG BUDDY

and last but not least

TJCO

Way to Hong Kong!

First glimpse of Hong Kong

We were guessing who this person is...
Jay Chou~!!
Twins

At the 'laser' performance

Hong Kong never sleeps...

Super cute HK buddy!!! =)

Disneyland~~~

Qian Shui Wan
Random Highway
Lucy Tourguide
Yummy Xu Liu Shan desert
Ocean Park
We conquered these....

Yummy egg tart and bo luo bao

2008-11-22T15:20:00.006+08:00

JC life has officially come to an end.
End of A level. End of class chalet.
It is what I have anticipated for these 2 years.
But guess I really can't bear to say goodbye.
Thank you very much 0707 for leaving such beautiful memories behind.
JC life is really great because of each and everyone of ya.
We've cried enough during chalet...let's wish us all the best for the future, ya?
I will miss all of you!!
THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!!
All of you are so cute!!

AGATHA KARINA CAROL ELISSE PEISHAN ALICIA SIEWMIN HUIRU ZHILIN JINZHI ANGELINE AADARSH AJIT ZHIPENG JASON JONATHAN IVAN CHRISTIAN HANLIANG RAGHU VINCENT CHEEHUAT JIAWEI BENSON

OHSEVENROCKS =)

记得十七岁的我们那么疯狂又那么勇敢
天空是我们的雨水只是伴奏的音符
我们弹奏着自己的乐曲谱写着美丽的人生

那7：25 AM奔进学校的那一刻
那么单纯的喜悦
放学的钟声是一天最美妙的声音
老师是比龙卷风更难以捉摸的影子

校园的一切我们无事不知
谁和谁在一起
谁又和谁啦啦啦

帅哥美女是上学一天的奖励
你们是上学的动力
不会忘记课室里的我们那么努力地在为未来打拼的动人毅力
也不会忘记每天围在一起吃饭的情形

我们含着泪水道别了
但再见不会是我们友谊的终点
高中生活或许已经结束了
但我们的人生正要开始
记忆会是我们的你们会是我最美丽的回忆
我们可能会在世界的天涯海角
但不论在哪里我们会记住彼此
静静地为每一个人祈福

我们奔向终点挥着汗水与泪水
为NAPFA努力
未来的我们也要用力追逐我们的梦想
继续勇敢地奔跑
但偶尔也许能停一下脚步
从记忆中小心翼翼地翻开关于我们的故事
还有我们十年后的约定

2008-11-20T18:25:00.001+08:00

My Daddy is CUTE! =)